The First Giggle
The first giggle
butterflies
thousands
The first giggle
butterflies
thousands
I was recently watching something on television and had a thought about The Kid which was “I hope I can get to a place where I am worthy of you”, however soon after that I had another thought. My thought was ” why do I feel like I need to make myself worthy of someone’s love?”
Recently, I have not made any new posts or finished the ones that I have been working on and I wish that I could just pick up where I left off but things have been hard. They have been hard and stressful for quite some time and I don’t know when they will simmer down or at least not drive me completely mad.
After Beautycon, I decided that I should check out more conventions to go to. Unfortunately, I have yet to secure a job so I would need to volunteer at any convention I would want to attend. Since I like that sort of work, I thought it would always be a win-win for me and whatever convention I worked for. I work hard especially if it is for something I love to do and I want to earn my entrance at these conventions. So I found out about Brunchcon on my search for more conventions. I emailed them a while back and thought nothing would come from it since I didn’t get a response in the following days. I even mentioned it to my partner-in-crime from Beautycon. I told her that I didn’t think that I would get to go. Then, when I was convinced that I would not hear for Brunchcon, I got an email asking if I would like to volunteer. YESSSSSSSSSS!!
So I have not always been so into YouTube like I am now. That may have something to do with having had cable before and since moving in with my husband I have not had cable UGHHHHHH. Well since that is not really as tragic as I thought it was when the transition occurred, I had to learn how to get used to not watching shows as soon as they air. That might not be a real problem to many (it is not) but it was to me, OKAY!! I had/have favorite tv shows and I need to be up to date with them or life is not in order and if you don’t understand that well…..WELL….WELL then I guess I have no choice but to be okay with that and I am okay with that.
I absolutely LLLLOOVVVEEEE makeup. I love looking at makeup looks in magazines and online and also love to window shop for makeup. I especially love when I get to actually buy makeup.
No….really, why is writer’s block a thing? It gives me (….and so many other people) anxiety, this writer’s block. Why can’t the words pour out like as if being poured out of an everlasting pitcher of awesome. An endless supply of writing material at my finger tips would be the answer to some of my prayers. The funny thing is that my writer’s block affects nobody but myself because no one really reads my work. HA!! Of course people don’t, I am not consistent anymore nor am I well known. For everyone else that gets paid for their work, it matters and can be draining to get past it. For those that don’t write as a passion or job, then it doesn’t seem like a real thing or an issue to contend with but I assure you it is.
I saw an event on Facebook for an Ulta Grand Opening in the Upper East Side and I was so happy. I have personally been to two Ulta locations and they were not in NYC. This was to be the first one in Manhattan so I decided to go because that seemed like a big deal to make up lovers in NYC. Seemed like it would be a thing to be a part of, as well.
Now I am not a professional chef by any means but I love food and creating so what better way to put those things together than by cooking. That also means I get to do another one of my favorite things, which is eat. Who doesn’t love to eat? if you don’t, then something is wrong with you. One of my favorite breakfast meals is chilaquiles.
So I have been trying to get to live my life in a way that I will be happy with what I do. One way I am doing that is trying to do what I love for a living. I love writing, reading, cooking, baking, photography, painting, makeup, fashion, party planning and a few other creative things; I have been trying to incorporate all of these things together. The heart of it all is creative creations and ways to help others. This is why I have this blog. So when I found out about this Techmunch event, I decided I needed to get in there somehow to get to be able to achieve my goals in life. So I volunteered at Techmunch.