The First Giggle
The first giggle
butterflies
thousands
The first giggle
butterflies
thousands
I was recently watching something on television and had a thought about The Kid which was “I hope I can get to a place where I am worthy of you”, however soon after that I had another thought. My thought was ” why do I feel like I need to make myself worthy of someone’s love?”
Recently, I have not made any new posts or finished the ones that I have been working on and I wish that I could just pick up where I left off but things have been hard. They have been hard and stressful for quite some time and I don’t know when they will simmer down or at least not drive me completely mad.
So I have not always been so into YouTube like I am now. That may have something to do with having had cable before and since moving in with my husband I have not had cable UGHHHHHH. Well since that is not really as tragic as I thought it was when the transition occurred, I had to learn how to get used to not watching shows as soon as they air. That might not be a real problem to many (it is not) but it was to me, OKAY!! I had/have favorite tv shows and I need to be up to date with them or life is not in order and if you don’t understand that well…..WELL….WELL then I guess I have no choice but to be okay with that and I am okay with that.
No….really, why is writer’s block a thing? It gives me (….and so many other people) anxiety, this writer’s block. Why can’t the words pour out like as if being poured out of an everlasting pitcher of awesome. An endless supply of writing material at my finger tips would be the answer to some of my prayers. The funny thing is that my writer’s block affects nobody but myself because no one really reads my work. HA!! Of course people don’t, I am not consistent anymore nor am I well known. For everyone else that gets paid for their work, it matters and can be draining to get past it. For those that don’t write as a passion or job, then it doesn’t seem like a real thing or an issue to contend with but I assure you it is.
On your face
you land
hurt bad
Your mouth
full of sand
Dark and angry